Why does your name hold such meaning when mine is just other person on your list of “friends.” We haven’t spoken much, but I will see your name come up occasionally, and I pause for a second or two. I wonder how you’ve been or what you’re up to. I’m seeing if you will reach out to me, if I don’t. But you haven’t, and I’ve caved in like a sore loser. I feel so lonely these days, not because of just you but everyone else is leaving as well. I’m turning older next weekend, I should be happy, yet I only feel loneliness. Maybe you’re tired and want to move forward or maybe the people that I care about will never truly stay. But that is apart of life, it all depends if one wants to maintain that relationship in his/ her life. I can be nothing if you want, just as long as you’re happy. Just let me know.